My old about me section
Myra Gerdes
What a life mine has been!
If someone had ever told me previously that I’d ever do anything other than practice medicine, I would have laughed and said not possible. I absolutely loved what I did. I had been practicing Ear, Nose, and Throat as a Physician Associate for 20 years and each day I loved going into work and helping my patients. It's what I was good at. It's rewarding. I was hugged every day. I went home feeling satisfied that I did my part in helping shine a little brightness and positivity into someone else’s day. Making them feel like a whole person instead of just the illness they came in for. I excelled at what I did and have built many amazing relationships over the years.
Why I left the work I love?
Good question. In 2018 I developed gifts after going through some challenging times in my life. I had no idea what they were or why they were happening. Just that I could suddenly see and understand things that no-one around me could. I questioned whether I had a brain tumor. I debated for a whole year if I should spend the money and get an MRI. But it didn’t feel like a brain tumor. I could see the most amazing colors that told me emotions and stories. It was so beautiful. But it only happened when I was calm or connected. Brain tumors don’t act that way, they don’t discriminate.
And, besides, I was working towards retirement and traveling the world in the next 5-10 years. And I was making it happen. I love the outdoors and am a grand adventurer. I love staring at the stars and live outside every moment I can. I didn’t want to work harder and start from rock bottom. It didn’t feel right to me. I wracked my brain and my heart and dug really deep to see what felt right for me.
What was happening to me?
I finally figured it out! Sure, I knew people could see auras but that wasn’t what I was seeing. I could be in two places at same time, sitting and talking with someone while sharing with you with eyes open or closed. I researched the internet and found nothing describing what I was seeing. I had to accept it was what it was and maybe someday the answers would reveal themselves to me. There were many more amazing things that began to happen. Different gifts came and went and finally, in early 2021, I was called to reach out to a reader/mentor online named Christopher McBride. I emailed him and said, “I have no idea why I am contacting you I was just told to reach out.” We chatted and I began his spiritual classes. My life has never been the same.
I was informed that I was an energy body, a starseed.
Little did I know what that actually means. I was told I needed to align myself with my true path of helping others on their spiritual journey. I needed to find my niche. How do I figure out what my spiritual niche is when I’m just beginning to understand what spirituality entails? I became an online moderator for several awakening groups. I began to explore what I was really good at. I am a manifestor and I lead by example. I always take the positives from every situation. I have endured and learned from many challenges throughout my life. I’ve always enjoyed helping others conquer those similar challenges.
My Ah Ha Moment!
Usually, I immerse myself in people’s lives and provide guidance of an alternative way to live and be. People are brought into my life and then off they go to take what they learned and apply it on their own.
I have combined my passion for the outdoors and camping with my spiritual journey. This is how I’ve found a way to immerse myself more in people’s lives and not just talk to them for an hour here and there online?
Thus, the WILDERNESS SPIRITUAL RETREATS were created!! This is my niche: I provide life changing experiences to connect to ourselves and Gaia. Nature is such an important part of our being. We need it to be grounded and calm and just be one with ourselves.
This combines my passion for outdoor travel and adventures along with helping others on their spiritual journey. Our retreats incorporates meditation, yoga, Qigong, counseling, energy work, healing modalities, and planetary discussions to learn who we really are and why we choose this path for ourselves. We learn to evolve our consciousness through awareness and release those things that no longer serve us so we can become our higher dimensional self.
We are so much more than just our physical bodies and learning to embrace that allows you to flourish and receive amazing gifts of abundance and fulfillment. We work toward unconditional love for all sentient beings. We all need help on this journey and I am excited to share your journey with you.
Star Magic
I was guided to sign up for the Star Magic class and holy moly- did that ever change things for me. My path was being laid out clearer and clearer and this was just the final piece that I really needed to go out and do what I do best- Be Me! This quantum soul technology was the missing piece I was needing in order to transition to my new life out on the road in Fall 2022. Leaving traditional medicine was challenging as I had worked my whole life to be a medical provider. I loved my job and helping people all day. The hugs and smiles I received from my patients daily were hard to give up. Knowing I made a difference in someone’s life. Star magic is able to offer so much more. To be able to facilitate healing through energy technology that aligns with my souls purpose at the same time, seems like a dream come true. There are many great things in western medicine but as we begin to understand that all disease is just dis-ease within our energy selves it opens up a whole new advanced way of helping others. To be able to facilitate healing remotely and without medications is beyond amazing. And the best thing is - it truly works. Success story after success story. All illnesses are the same, none any worse than another as it's all just trapped energy. I have so much gratitude to be able to provide these services to others. I look forward to sharing this new quantum level technology that has been gifted to us with you.
Immersion Retreat
Yesterday the 3 of us had energy practice day. We wanted to practice feeling our field so that we could better sense when something was interacting with our energy. So after starting the morning off practicing dream recall codes which lead to some great revelations and breakthroughs we set up a practice arena for feeling different kinds of things in our field
What does a parasite feel like , a energy cord , an entity , technology. Then we helped Mary learn how to make lightning bolts to disseminate info/ energy/ healing into grids or to individuals.
What an absolutely fantastic day of being connected and learning energy.
The day before we played with the redwood trees and grounding and merging consciousness and releasing frameworks and facilitated healing.
This is our everyday but we invite you to come join us and let us assist your own personal transformation. You can come to us or we can come to you wherever you are in the world.
Pushing through the density
Great job humanity! You/We are doing this. That was a monstrous push through density last night. You are cracking it.
You are supported. You are so loved. Keep trusting. I could only give you a sneak preview last night as we break through the surface. You are doing amazing. So honored. The ego needs to come into balance a bit more. Keep going Earth teams. More diamond light and sparkles coming your way. Sending you so much love 💕
A gift to myself 💕
7/20/23. A gift from myself
So we had just watched the most amazing sunset with lightning and thunder mixed in. After I was just looking up at stars and suddenly this energy filled my head, went down my spine, ripped into my sacral area and then within seconds I became instantly lightheaded and was going to pass out. I sat down immediately and let the energy flow through until I could regain my composure and stand. Happened 2 more times right after. Each time I was able to get to ground and let it pass. Trying to get to van so I could get to a soft spot as wasn't sure what else was incoming. Then another wave came in , barely got to ground and this time jason sat behind me and I may have actually passed out on that one for a brief moment.
Once in van there would be different energies felt all over body. Intense pain through sacrum as it felt like it was ripping apart. Told it was unfolding. I just continued to observe and try and maintain stillpoint. Slept hard that night. Felt very soft next day. Unsure exactly what I did to myself but very grateful for the work done.
From Jason's perspective as I was pretty unaware of what was happening as just taking in the energy.
Myra’s lightning bolt of ascension
While camping in the Uinta mountain range, Myra was hit with a large amount of energy. Just before the energy came in, I was contacted by the queens ship of the Taygetans from the Pleidian star system. They told me that a big energy was coming into my location. I was holding Myra around the waist from behind at that time and just then I felt a large amount of energy come into her body. I could see the energy as yellow golden light with a white center. I asked her how she was feeling and she said OK, but then started to get a little weak in the knees. Then, she told me that she was about ready to faint. The starship contacted me again and asked me how Myra was doing and I told them that she was feeling lightheaded. They then told me that the burst of energy came from outside of our solar system and they tracked it because it was coming through the earths atmosphere. They said it was not local. I contacted Myra’s higher self, and she told me that she had initiated the energy burst. About that same time Myra passed out, so I slowly guided her to the ground and put her body between my knees and her head on my chest. I knew that she would want to wake up in my arms. When she came too, we got her to her feet and I contacted Dr. Know on our spaceship to begin monitoring her. Both doctor Know and the Pleidian ‘s started monitoring her from that point forward. After that, we walked around to go to the bathroom, and Myra felt faint three or four more times. So, we walked together back to the van and got her into bed. While we were walking back to the van, I can see the new energy inside of her that was Golden with a white core. The light started to change into a scrolls or a piece of wound up paper. The paper started to unwind itself, and Myra‘s higher self told me that it was going to be slowly delivering energy and abilities to Myra. I asked Myra‘s higher self about this, and she showed me an image of her along time ago when she was fully intact and powered up. She had started to spin and then released a large amount of energy to send off to any parts of her or shards of her consciousness that might need her help in the future. This energy would unlock their abilities and their knowledge once they received it. Myra‘s higher self also told me that it was very difficult to get this energy to us because we have been bouncing timelines so much. In the end, it was Myra who pulled the energy to her to make sure that it was a direct hit.
I continued to inquire what was going on as she a bit out of it and still receiving waves of energy. There was an architect guy working feverishly away inside and I was told that it was alright and to let him work. The Pleidians said it wasn't really myra they were interested in. They just wanted to know what the heck the energy was that came bolting through the sysyem.
I am source
I am a speck of energy in a waveform of experience. Nothing more, nothing less.
Ground Crew
A client asked recently who are the ground crew -
ground crew are a bridge from upper to lower dimensions , they also change the frequency of the material plane, help stabilize field, communicate with other people on ground allowing for new perspectives in those that cross our paths, They are examples for others.
Step into your power of all that is you. You choose this mission , it's time to step up and serve. 💕
Planetary work
Neat experience- for past 2 months every 2 weeks we meet with a small group of lightworkers and we are doing planetary work using grids, star magic techniques and other modalities. prior we purified all water in every form on whole planet. Another time we worked on guatamala using pyramid technology.
This last session was a great learning experience for me. We never know what we are called to work on. This time brain wave technology came up as something they were working in their own meditation groups. I immediately had resistance as I didn't know what I could possibly do to help that and was out of my expertise. but I made space and trusted that what we needed would be guided as it had in the other sessions. Suddenly the idea of sending out sniffer octahedrons like we do in star magic and how to tweak it to get to send out truth and ping peoples higher selves to wake up another notch and come into their hearts instead of receiving all the negative vibrations that are sent out in all ways through media and technology. and magically a geometry was given to me on how to tweak the sniffer octahedrons. So we built it up, harmonized it, added love and frequencies. We sent it out into the whole grids and planet and all waves of communication. On other side people now receive this golden light that spikes out of it and into them filling them with truth and light.
Way cool.
Later that day we were contacted from beings above who said they made one small tweak to my geometry as I didn't see the layer of rainbow light prior in my vision. So they were able to assist and said it worked great and that they really appreciated the work we were doing.
How amazing and cool! We are more powerful than we think we are. We have new ways of uprooting the system. You can fight the old way or you can step into your own power and realize there are new higher ways of helping this program we are in now. Stop wasting energy in the old system. We need you up here , not stuck in grudges, and personal injustices and revenge. Let it all go. It's time. We have a mission to do brave warriors
The geometry we used for fellow star magic family was - chromium octahedron , a117, infinity insude with f22, silver sphere around octahedton. Between those 2 layers is blue light filled with divine love , the. Around that is a black obsidian dodecahedron and a layer of rainbow just under it , on other side you will see golden balls pinging out to reach target.
Transformative
This has been a very transformative month. Sharing the energies in Egypt with other light beings, having high level discussions daily for 3 weeks straight was so uplifting. To meet new soul family. To witness each others growths and see how this puzzle comes together is truly amazing. To see each persons role unfold , unique to them, but just as valuable as the next persons role in this collective shift in consciousness. The last 5 days was doing plant medicine ceremonies and that was where some huge personal breakthroughs occurre. I was able to crack the code in my programming. When you can be fully in heart and connected the mathematics come out perfect and that's where the fun really begins in designing and programming our field. Being there with Star Magic team felt like a welcoming committee monitoring your progression of ascension and making sure you were integrating successfully. There was tears and pain and complete vulnerability in letting go. Letting it all go in such a safe environment of such magnificent souls. The process of integrating all that unfolded definitely brought you into your mind a bit as you tried to innerstand all the new parts of you that were discovered / remembered. We took a week off grid as guided to one of our sacred places in green river Utah and reconnected back into our heart and our our divine union with each other. Able to move forward now with more grace and ease. Letting it now flow to you. Sometimes there are action periods , sometimes there are times to go into receiving mode. This is that time of allowing the flow into you to reap the rewards of your hard work.
What a beautiful process of self. There will still be challenges ahead as we continue to unravel ourselves into our true diamond light bodies. Innerstand that it's all for us and all for our highest good. Keep your focus and keep shining and healing and dissolving old frameworks. It a glorious journey. To be one with all and experience the joy of just being ones true self.
I thank each and everyone of you for being such an integral part of my journey , for helping to fill in the pieces to the best puzzle ever. Just love you. Love me Love all of this. Thank you 🙏 ever so grateful 💕
Reliving trauma
This is for those having to revisit recent traumatic events. There will be triggers that arise that bring things back to the forefront. What I'm finding is they are fast to jump into that frequency and feed you back with fear and try to take advantage of your momentary relapse into what happened. Dig deep , remember, you already healed it. This is just a test to confirm your progress. The past events are just that- the past. We give them love. We remember we already learned the lesson and we choose to fucus on the joy and gratitude. Do whatever you can to break the cycle. For me- it's making tones until it comes out harmonized , clearing my field. It's being silly and finding something that makes you laugh. It's shedding a tear then hugging a loved one and being grateful for their support. We've come to far to go backwards. This is only a test to see what a galactic titan you've become. Hold your ground. Revoke consent daily to this matrix. And blast out love, love , love.
If you need support , reach out. You are not alone.
We got this , we are one. As you heal, I heal. As I heal, you heal. One tribe. One human family. 💕
Sidestep the ego
Challenging the framework someone else has established brings up defenses both from their consciousness and their ego and won't allow them to hear you or move forward. the key is to side step the ego and speak directly to the consciousness because it wants to grow and expand.
Frameworks
There are core concepts - we choose what we come here to experience.
There has to be a person for every role that you need filled. Every person you encounter in just a part of the experience that you are mirroring out. Whether there role is to be your friend, your partner, your enemy, to show you loss, to rob you. Some people have roles to show you what you don't want to experience this time around.
There is value in every role. I would encourage that we learn to realize and appreciate each of those roles and the value it's brought to your life. When you judge someone for the decisions they make in their life then you are being disrespectful to the lessons they came here to learn.
We all have to make mistakes in order to learn. And if you don't learn then it will be repeated in a similar fashion until you do. When you begin to reflect in what the lessons were that was being offered to you from that experience then you begin to release that pattern freeing yourself up for the next experience with a new lesson.
We as humans hold onto people in our life instead of appreciating what they came into our life to provide. Sometimes we are the teachers, sometimes we are the students in these encounters. Both are equally important in their value. Not everyone will remain in your same frequency as you attune to your higher vibrations. Give them love as they continue in their course and you continue down yours. The process is quite beautiful when you adjust your prespectives of these challenges and encounters to one of respect and gratitude for all experiences and all beings.
Metamorphosis
As we leave what binds us behind , we dissolve away the old , flowing like water and moving into the expanse of our beingness. Spreading our wings as we prepare to leap and trust that we can fly.
Now is the time to come fully from heart as our mind only knows duality. Just observe, be neutral , dont react but respond consciously. Embrace the frequency of joy and gratitude. Receive the flow that now comes our way.
