Feeling the edge
Yesterday I could feel the edge of reality being pushed on.
There was a subtle unease.
An antsiness.
A discomfort moving through the system as things organized themselves in new ways.
One of the places it touched was that abundance frequency that many of us have danced with in so many unique ways.
That old place that likes certainty and security. The part that feels safer when resources are visible and accounted for.
Jason and I have put so much of ourselves into Lumasphere these last 6 months.
Our time.
Our energy.
Our attention.
Our resources.
And for a moment I could feel that edge being touched as we are called to fully trust what we've been attuned to bring through the field with Lumasphere and share with all freely. It is built by all and those same tones are also what will nourish this garden of love that we have all made possible by choosing presence in this moment.
As I watch the numbers in our account quickly dwindle , reality invited a deeper level of trust in ourselves and what we are contributing to as a whole.
And while fear may have crept in for some , I grinned and smiled when it arose and choose to feel It all, no guardrails for my emotions, just a true honest feeling of our innate desire for security. That safety feeling you get when you have more than what you need in that moment.
A version of me could have carried that story of survival forward forever.
Could have built walls around it.
Protection around it.
Armor around it.
But yesterday, sitting with what was moving, I realized how much has changed.
I allowed myself to feel it fully.
The uncertainty.
The vulnerability.
The part that simply likes knowing there is enough.
And once it was felt, honored, and welcomed, it moved.
A deep knowing that we have always had enough.
Not because of numbers.
Because abundance has never arrived through numbers alone.
It arrives through relationship.
Creativity.
Participation.
Community.
Trust.
Presence.
I found myself feeling proud of how I've been handling certain uncomfortable feeling frequencies as they arrive.
Not from ego.
Not from accomplishment.
But from seeing how I have navigated these abundance frequencies over the years.
How much softness has replaced fear.
How much trust has replaced contraction.
How much life has shown me that support often arrives through pathways I could never have planned.
And perhaps most of all, I felt grateful.
Grateful for who I am in this moment.
Grateful for the knowing that now lives inside me.
And deeply grateful for the incredible human walking beside me through all of it. Love my buddy and our amazingness together. There is something truly beautiful about building a dream together.
Not knowing every step ahead.
Yet moving anyway.
With open hearts.
With trust.
With joy.
And with the quiet recognition that abundant beyond our wildest dreams right here and now💕
Hugs to all who are pushing the edges of whatever frequency is arising on your field at this moment. For your bravery , for the willingness to feel it all , for the love you share with yourself and therefore all of us.
I love you. I love each of us. I love it all. 💕